February 2012
13 posts
Whenever I think, I should think the opposite
Whenever I think I’m right, I am wrong. Whenever I think I am feeling something, I am not. Whenever I think something is going to happen, it is not. Surprise surprise.
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Lately, I feel like I never say something right. Words coming from my mouth, they’re either unimportant or ineffable. I feel like it’s better to be alone. Saying something dumb makes me feel dumber. It’s just lately, I can’t control my mind. Things I did recently mostly are out of control. They’re mostly undesired. I gotta straighten my mind. I gotta keep quiet. Stay...
Why am I so zonk? Why do I pretend to question...
Why men marry bitches and why woman like me watch...
I wish I were a bitch.
Just recently, friend of mine just passed away. Tears fall for sure. Good old days pop up. But one thing for sure, she reminds me of life. About how I should live my life. How I should do what I love, love people I love, be good to people, be happy, learn as many things as possible, get closer to God, be thankful. I want to die like her. She died for things she loved the most. I want to die like...
Open-ended
This neither right nor wrong. This is just matter of time. Nothing of this is fully wrong or right, if I have to defend myself. There is a time, when you can’t be alone. When you need company. And when that feeling strikes, I crashed. Ah, too naive for me to speak about loneliness. When there is a chance to blow it all, for god sake, don’t take it all away. Don’t. There’s...